#but also about the most random male colleagues of everyone that comes across this post

[sailorsally]

men will love their male coworker quietly but also very loud

[myfeetkeepdancing]

One Last Effort  | Tom Holland x Male!Reader

Warning: Smut

Request:  Can you do a smutty bottom Tom x top male reader where they're both closeted actors and costars in some big movie and the tension between them gradually rises until the last day of filming when it comes to a head and they just let it all out in one of their dressing rooms

A final push clicks the mechanism of your suitcase shut. The end of an era. It has something emotional about it. But you weren’t going to admit to it. You pop yourself beside the suitcase on the mattress. Eyeing the trailer, you spend the last months in, recollecting all the treasured memories you made here. Not only this trailer. But also around it. The studios. The stage. Your co-stars all had one, lined alongside the studio. A journey that started far and foreign. Alone and lonely. New co-stars and colleagues. Adjusting your way of living, getting into the flow of filming. Long tiresome days, but with rewarding results. And most important, feeling valued for what you do — being acknowledged at what your best at doing.

Within no time, co-stars started becoming friends. The crew was becoming more than colleagues, making the long days bearable. Dining with the crew, instead of alone in the trailer, going out with co-stars, instead of hanging in your trailer at night. The whole experience was turning out to be a life-defining experience. But all that joy and fun came and abrupt ending.

Months seem long. A year even more so. But once the daily routine, and the things you do become enjoyable. Time has no grasp on you anymore. The most memorable birthday to date was celebrated largely at the studios. Emotional moments were filmed with real pain and feeling. And so was the last day at the studio. In hang in the air for weeks. The tension was tangible between everyone. Sharing the last moments on the screen together. It kept you awake at night. The thought that this was the final moment together. There was no part for any of you in the post production. And if there was, it was voice acting. Something that could be done at home.

Then there was that one person. Tom Holland. You had known him. Years before you got the news, you looked up to him. Admired him. And more.

 Thank the Gods for that first meeting. That moment you met him was magical. From day one, you hit it off. In a good way. You were sure that from day one, some sort of spark hit you. You could feel it. Almost sense it. There was more to it. But who was going to take a shot at it? Risk it all?

 In the months to come, you had shared vast amounts of time with each other. Met his family, friends, and shared memorable moments. Becoming far more than just co-stars, making that last day on set extremely difficult. Hugged, laughed and finally shed a small tear. It was inevitable. Each was going their own way.

Now you were alone. Waiting for the taxi to arrive. Your conscience bothering you. Eating at you, the fact you didn’t tell him how you felt. You let him go. For a moment, you trapped in your own thoughts.

“(Y/N)?” The trailer door creaks open. “H-Hey!”

Snapping from your somewhat daydream you look up at Tom coming through the door. “Get that look from your face. C’mon!” Reaching out to you open arms.

“Oh shut it, Tom.” Waving away his open arms. “I clearly remember seeing you cry as well. Don’t you hate these days?”

“More than you, trust me.” Showing a thin smile. “But I believe-...” Looking about the room. “-you still have my hoodie.”

“I don’t, Tom.” You chuckle lightly. Thinking back to that one night.

“It has to be!” Opening random drawers and closet doors around the trailer. Before locking his gaze onto your suitcase. “You’re were going to take it home, weren’t you?” Pacing towards your suitcase.

You turn your body towards him and pull his arm away. “Don’t you look in there, Tom.”

“What? Why not? Whatcha hidin’ there?” His smile turning in a devilish grin. “You got some of my underwear as well?”

“To be fair, I haven’t had the chance-” You grin, rising to your feet. “-to ask for it.”

“You know… You didn’t ask for my hoodie…” Closing the distance between you. His breath brushing past your skin. His one hand holding onto your shoulder, as he leans into your ear and whispers. “So maybe you should… take it…while you can.” You feel the goosebumps shoot across your skin.

The distance between the two of you was dangerously close — the tension thickening. You catch the sparks glitter in his eyes as he moves back. Your bodies yearning for one and the other. But hesitation holding you both back. Not sure who’s going to take the first step.

“How about you?” You let your fingers brush past his hips, sliding one finger along his belt, pulling him in like an anchor. Your lips were hovering past each other, nearly touching. “Do you want anything… in particular?”  

“Well…” He says while his eyes look about your figure. Before meeting your gaze again. “I’m looking for something-… He pauses as his strong arms reach around you. Pulling you tenderly against him. “-memorable.” Feeling his muscular body pressed against yours. “Got an idea?” He says with a cocky edge.

“I can help you with that…” You wrap your arms around his neck. “But it involves your underwear.”

“Good...” He grins. “Cause it’s starting to get a bit tight down there…”

His lips part before engulfing yours in a long passionate kiss. Your bodies finally finding each other. Moaning deeply into the kiss. Tom becoming fiercer the moment your fingers run along the waistband of his pants. Tom flips your suitcase across the floor so violently. Clothes fly all through the room. Pushing you to mattress, undoing each other of clothes with substantial ferocity. All the pent up energy from past weeks released within seconds. You had teased and played with each other for long enough. Locked in the embrace of love and desire. You both wrestle naked on the mattress, worshipping each other’s body with unrelentless desire, rolling back and forth as you both desperately crave more. Kissing every inch of each other’s skin, sucking and caressing as much as each can. Tom eventually succumbs to his nerves. Lying flat on his back, breathing heavily, his fingers intertwined into your locks of hair as you caress his abs with your lips. Soft moans circle the trailer. You halt and gaze upwards, feeling your hips being clasped by his legs. He cups your cheeks and brings your lips to his. Kissing you violently. Before suddenly pulling you away from his lips. Demanding your attention. “I want you to do me…” He says. “Fuck me (Y/N)” He groans. Right here, right fucking now.” Grinding his pelvis against you.

Before he’s able to utter another word, you have placed your tip at his entrance and push lightly against his hole. Before continuing, you circle a wet finger around his hole. Tom moans out loudly. The anticipation driving Tom mad. Startled by his reaction, you gaze at his lust, overflowing face. Craving you more than anything else. His cock in front of you, standing up in full glory. You’re mesmerized by his meaty shaft and all its veins. All converging to a big throbbing head a top. The reason for your nightly wet dreams. It’s wonderful. You feel your throat falling dry. Feeling yourself harden by the second. “Ram it into me (Y/N)!” He snarls, pulling you back into reality.

You hesitate for a moment. Slowly pushing into him. As soon as you feel the tightness wrap around you. A long a powerful thrust from your pelvis pushes you all the way into him. The warmth and wetness gliding far and deep. Tom’s back arches upward, his eyes rolling to the back of his head. An intense moan sounds through the trailer. “Yes, babe!” He cries out. “Just like that...”

You grab both his shoulders firmly, and start rolling your hips, holding his figure back against your thrust. And begin to slide in and out with increasing speed. The sound of naked flesh slapping against each other was soon overshadowed by cries of pleasure from Tom. His muscled body now under complete control of your shaft, you snatch the pillow beside you and shove it under his hips. Arching his ass more towards you. You reposition along and continue ramming into him. The effect immediately noticeable, feeling yourself gliding much deeper. Not only for yourself.

Tom’s eyes widen, gasping loudly as he arches upward. But you have his body tight into a grasp. Pushing him down again. His lips quiver as he tries to utter a word. His arms fall beside him like a ragdoll. Rendered motionless. Only air escapes his mouth. And the deeper you ram into him, the tighter it feels. Squeezing your member more and more. You feel the edge coming closer. 

Tom’s body shudders under your hands, the sweat making it difficult to hold onto him. His head rolls back, eyes close, and suddenly a long white string lands onto his face. Another lands along his jawline and more on his neck. It never seems to stop. You clench onto his figure and feel a sudden jolt of pleasure shoot down into your hips. And groan uncontrollably as it passes outwards through your member. You shudder and shake as you watch Tom unload himself. Tom eyes instantly lock into your gaze, feeling what’s happening. Before the final spurts sprinkle on his chest. The shaking and shuddering stops and the two bodies collide into a panting mess of flesh and wetness.

---------------------------------------------------

“Finally got one...” You smile, spinning Tom’s underwear on your finger. A chuckle followed by a tender brush of his fingers along your jaw, he turns your face towards him. Rolling you onto your side, his lips finding yours.

“Well, I’ve got plenty more...” Tom whispers after releasing your lips. His fingers ghosting along your figure.

“Underwear?”

“Oh, you name it, love. Just as long as every piece counts towards this...” His fingers run along your pelvis, Tom grins. “We’re going to be busy for a while.”

“You include socks as well?”

“Fuck yeah…” He grins, pushing you down onto the sheet, throwing one leg over, taking place on top of you. Both his hands cupping the sides of your face, kissing you long and intense. “And they’re going a piece. Not per pair.” He mumbles into the kiss.

[psychobender]

The Basic Principles - PREME

To put it briefly, these principles were made to make you a good person. Now before you scream at me saying “how can you define good? Isn’t that a subjective judgment? And to that I say, Yes. It is a subjective judgmental word buut it’s better than saying  an “Unbiased, never a victim, that controls 100% of his/hers emotional impulses, never gets offended, healthy, libertarianly ethical, never afraid to question people and ideas, never offends people when criticizing, , never feels “dumb” and never judges�� person which is the accurate way of describing it...Now, how did I reach this conclusion? I looked at 68 answers (13 answers of teachers from my work; 3 answers of close friends 41 answers of colleagues and 13 answers of some random people who came across the questionaire on the internet....Expecting the whole brute research to be posted here?? What are you? Copycat? I ain’t gonna show you now. Wait till I present that research in my last year of college. Then I’ll make a post with the whole analysis. For now, you’re gonna have to deal with the brief version)

Now, finally, to the meat of the meal. These principles were designed and perfected in order to make your life objectively better than at least 90% of all humans currently alive while at the same time respecting your dreams and urges to be whatever you want to be in life. That is valid to everyone. Neurosurgeons, lawyers, salesperson, factory worker, unemployed. If you have these, you’re gonna have little problems in life. Now meet the principles:

1 - Doesn’t have nor cultivates bias against other people.

~50% of the people researched had bias against Bolsonaro electors, straight white males, fat people, leftists and so on. 

To acquire this, you need be able to distinguish that although you can draw general conclusions about general populations, you can absolutely never guess what a person is based on that only.

If you fail the first principle you’re going to cut down the possibilities of knowing the full human capabilities of the people you have bias against. For instance, you don’t find interesting to talk to that “idiot” but he might be a doctor, an architect, an excelent bartender, a street performer, a rich investor who helps people fufill their dreams or even someone that really really likes you to the point of being able to be your best friend.

2 - Doesn’t victimize oneself when confronted with hardships.

~45% of people responsibilized either the government, a select group of people or society in general for their problems.

To acquire this you have to practice going out of your comfort zones and facing challenges whilst putting ALL responsability (Not the blame or fault) of what happens to you in YOUR hands. Even if you were struck by a random lightning, it’s your responsability to recover (And of course, you could avoid walking in places where you can be struck by lighting)

If you fail the second principle. You’re can slowly decay into a mindset where your problems are not your responsability and have no solutions, and guess what, that is the textbook suicide mindset..

3 - Doesn’t give things up for emotional impulses.

~70% of the answers admitted recently giving up on something that was rational but they couldn’t follow through with the thing. Such as working out, studying for a test(Even though I believe studying for a test is a stupid decision...Still rational for them), even the classic clichê of not messaging an ex appeared a couple times.

To acquire that, you need to condition yourself to be in full control of your emotions. Rationalize them and prepare yourself for realistic worst case scenarios and you should slowly develop that mental discipline.

If you fail the third one, you are more likely to fall into an addiction or just make more bad decisions because of your lack of emotional control.

-DISCLAIMER: The emotional impulse definition used right there is when your feelings tell you to do something but you rationally know for a fact that this would be a bad call.

4 - Doesn’t get offended by absolutely nothing.

5 out of the 68 people analyzed named something that most offended them (Which means they can get offended). ~7%. 2% if you count off my closest friends who have had training on the subject.

To acquire this you need to stop and think about everything people say. Don’t just feel it. Understand it word by word and categorize it between valid criticism or invalid criticism. It’s easier to not get offended when you realize that this person is trying to communicate something so poorly, it takes a psychologist to actually get the message.

If you fail the fouth one you’re going to get offended. Words are gonna be able to hurt you. But besides that (Which in my opinion is already bad enough) you are going to cultivate angers and hard feelings towards certain people and ideas and that is almost guaranteed to keep you away from great things or maybe you might be feeling down one day, hear something and go downhill until you reach the suicide bottom line. Do not let words hurt you in the age of the internet. That is one of the worst things you could let happen. 

5 - Takes active care of one’s own health.

~75% of people researched said they were ignoring health problems because of work, lack of time, good old lazyness and even for the well being of others.

To acquire that you need to understand how your body works. How you gain weight, how you lose weight, how to maintain a healthy and balanced diet, how to keep up a good routine. Basically and analogically, imagine that you’re a machine with lots of pieces. You don’t need to be able to fix all of them but you gotta know how to take care of this machine of yours. Your literal life depends on it.

If you fail the fith one well... You’re going to have a malfunctioning body and eventually die after living a long lasting torture that will be living in a body that you don’t take care of. 

6 - Doesn’t commit crimes against private property.

4 out of 68 people chose not to kill an innocent human being when put in different life & death situations. That happens when you think of ethics as “What decision will do the most good”. That is called utilitarianism and it can lead to some pretty nasty reasonings such as exterminating half the universe in order to keep everyone else living a good life. You may say “But that’s a good thing”. 1st, good is subjective, 2nd, I can say that Hitler did a favor to germany when he exterminated all of those people and took his country out of a crysis and you’d have to agree with me to keep your rational consistency.

To acquire that, you must understand that ethics is about universal rules. The most basic of them all is private property. Which can be summed up in one phrase “My freedom reaches up to the beguining of yours”.

If you fail the sixth one, you can eventually commit a crime. And even if you don’t you can also be convinced that something is not a crime based on your relativistic opinion on ethics. 

7 - Doesn’t insult with the intention of offending or changing the behaviour of the insulted.

66 out of 68 people admitted having insulted someone with the intent of making them feel bad or changing their behaviour for many different reasons. College homework, family matters, problems with friends and boyfriends.. Let that sink in.

To acquire this, you need to understand that insults and judgments are the worst possible ways of communicating your needs. If you want someone to stop doing something, 1st, you have to use precise language to describe exactly what you want to happen (or not happen) 2nd, you have to share your feelings so people understand better where you’re comming from. If you insult someone you’re most likely not gonna get what you want. Unless you have military power or monetary power. But then you’d need to communicate exactly what you want with precision anyways. (See Marshal Rosemberg’s Non-violent communication to clarify and practice)

If you fail the seventh one you are absolutely guaranteed to try to communicate and make the world a better place and accomplishing the exact opposite by insulting your way in. 

8 - Capable of questioning any idea. From your religion and political views to your very existence.

~35% of all people said that they has never questioned the existence of god, had never really changed political opinions. (I couldn’t find a better way to test this principle at the time so you may dismiss this ~35%)

To acquire this you have to lose your fear of asking people questions and eventually lose the fear of asking certain questions by just being honest to your logical brain. You don’t need to change opinion but a good way to start is going for something such as “Why do I want a monogamic relationship? Why does marriage matter? Why do I believe in god? Why am I into girls instead of boys” and try to come up with rational explanations that don’t stop in “I feel like...”

If you fail the eighth one, you can be stuck with a false idea, be it a political belief, a religious belief or really any belief that is false. And if you don’t think that’s bad. Let me picture you that: If you lived 400 years ago you would never be able to question slavery. 

9 - Criticizes without trying to offend or judge.

Everyone failed this one. No exception. I asked them to criticize 2 political figures that, at the time, brought up many feelings on the politically polarized 2017 Brazil. They all insulted the president instead of criticizing his attitudes in relation to his governance. Although some people might just be able to do it, it’s interesting to look that none of them did at said moment.

To acquire this, you need to get used to criticizing people you don’t know and be very polite and serious about it. Once you practice enough and solidify your capability, you can look into what happens when you judge or offend someone instead of criticizing. See the pros and cons. Comedians use insults to get attention and polititians use judgments to push an “Us VS Them” narrative. Chose your tools wisely.

If you fail the nineth one your criticism will rarely be taken seriously because you’ll fail to get the point across because it will be mixed in with insults and judgments all over.

10 - Being capable of convincing oneself without feeling “dumb” or generally insecure.

I couldn’t find a way to test this one properly, maynly because I needed to find a way to universally lead people into self-contradiction and see how they react to it. I tried asking the definition of theft, followed by the definition of taxes and in the end asking if taxation is theft, but libertarians would be immune to this contradiction, so let me know if you have a better idea on how to test this item on a research. But what I mean by number 10 is: you can think you’re insecure about your knowledge in numismatics for example because you have no idea of what that is anyways. But discovering something and then feeling as if you are dumber or feeling insecure about your intelligence is not something healthy. 

To acquire this you really need to dive far away of your comfort zone and look into new things and talk to people who you may think are “smarter” than you. (DISCLAIMER: Inteligence, smart and all definitions of inteligence are defining a non-existent characteristic. Inteligence, as far as science understands it is immeasurable. You can measure conditionings and arguments, but those are nothing but checkboxes or patterns of rationalizing. Which can one day be defined as inteligence but that day is not today)

If you fail the tenth one, you are basically prone to developing problems with self esteem and its gonna be harder to look at your own talents as they will be shadowed by your feelings of insecurity when you debate someone that proves you wrong. Or even worse, you’re going to dismiss them over your feelings. 

Now, let’s say you actually followed all of the instructions and finally managed to have the 10 principles. What would that accomplish? Well, you can say that each principle is an accomplishment. Firstly because they are not easy to train and some are hard to understand if you lack certain logic skills but besides having all of those helpful characteristics, you can now start working your way to push your boundaries even further with the principles of excelence, which will be present in this page in a few days. Good luck out in the world. Peace!